Thursday, November 15, 2007
- 11:12 PM
ONE down, THREE to go! 11 more dayssssss........
haha i haven touched fm and biz law.
Monday, November 12, 2007
- 12:56 AM
I'M BACK =D
it's been so long that i think i almost forgot how to blog when blogging is so idoit-proof.haha nono it's not me, it cant be.anyway exams are almost here. my first paper is in 2days and guess what is it.IT fundamentals.what course am i taking?accountancy.nvm i wont complain because it wont help.I love IT, i really do. It's just that i still dont know what Web 2.0 is all about and I can always ask trustworthy just-a-tin to take a short walk of happiness (haha taken from one of his old entries) and attempt to help me fix my comp if it goes on a strike so why do i need to know what network is best for the company or how information is sent through the internet.packet switching?circuit switching?all i need is to GET the info.incoherent?perhaps.
it's quite tiring reading entries that rattle on and on about whiny stuff so moving on =D
kk now i have to post something that i owed my sis super long ago.
haha thanks jie for the birthday presents!i'm really touched!really!it's just that i have been too obsessed with trying to not get a C.
i dont really have much to say now so i guess i'll just post photos and give some random comments.
Hall 15 Blk 72. My second home from now. I cant believe 3.5mths of school just zoomed by. I feel so blessed to have such great friends around me. Hall life isn't as lonely as what i thought it to be. I'll have to take a nice photo with pris my roomie soon too!haha only she knows what i need in the middle of the night =p
anyway this photo was taken during the night when i specially went back to hall on sunday to see the 2 moons (the moon and mars) with my blockmates but unfortunately we didnt see anything =s
other random hall things...so far i've seen a family of boars cross the road from my hall to the forest opposite where the ns people train. i've seen sispec people marching through ntu, along the pavement opposite my hall.they looked like little green ants and you can hardly tell one guy apart from another because of the green uniform and green helmet.hmm that's the whole purpose right? anyway i cant rmb who but one of the guys said that they wanted to drop their pink ic infront of them and do the classic "oops i dropped my PINK ic" haha damn evil.
my very heng dart! that hit bull's eye.
nopp this is not nbs. we're not that lucky =s this is the new adm building. it's really pretty both in the day and at night. why am i not arty farty.damn!anyway i took this for our comm fund presentation. we used it as the background after making it more transparent but the slides were still not readable.oh well no more comm fund next sem!YIPPPPPIE!
the people who made me like school again. i started school hating everything cause i was a floater with no fixed tutorial group. The feeling was horrible.but but but! haha i'm glad i have fang fang!the super cute auntie who can sing anytime.
"char shao bao! shui ai chi gang chu long de char sha bao"
*please imagine fang fang doing some random dance movements at the same time*
i cant really remember how i started talking to shannie and charlene but i'm glad i did! haha lejia asked if 4 of us were sec/jc friends. i guess when we're together, we can just unleash our hidden craziness.charlene told me that she used to be afraid of me cause she thought i didnt like her. it's a misconception! it's because i stone all the time other than during tests, when i try to stay awake during tutorials/seminar and when i am actually talking to someone. i must thank my everdearest shun for passing on her unique skill to me. swee chin and suhui also told me that initially they thought i was very feminine, very gentle and quiet. well i wont deny that =p
justin looks retarded
haha i guess that's why we're compatible.
it's really just the exam stress. i'm stressed because i'm still blogging now when i'm supposed to be studying.
anyway i was very tempted to put a photo of justin sleeping but i cant cause he has one of me sleeping too and it looks even more unglam than his.wasted!
GOOD LUCK PEOPLE!
Monday, July 23, 2007
- 11:35 PM
a little something from rudy : -
"people sometimes change as they grow. when you're together, its about accepting the person, changing and growing with him. "
how true...
- 2:29 AM
i've been bumming around for a week...
not that i'm complaining.freedom is getting sweeter by the day.i guess i should have listened to claire when she told me that i'll get used to doing nothing.but working and knowing that my bank account was growing fatter every month was really great.this should be my face now $_$ (haha if you can tell that it's a face). i've been gym-ing, going for class dinner, shopping and meeting people instead of staring at PeTS, which is a tax computer programme. some photos from my last day of work
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yupp that's about it.hmm i'm glad that i accepted the job even though it meant that i couldnt go out with justin as much as i wanted to before he enlisted.i learnt so much and i'm thankful that i had some wonderful aisle mates, seniors and fellow vts!xinyu was within talking distance and i definitely miss being able to talk to her every day. my table mate was interesting and i must say that i've never met anyone like him.the 2 seniors at our aisle were approachable and as cranky as xinyu and i.our aisle was always "alive" when all the managers were gone.i'll also miss jing yi calling me gg, agnes helping me bully jing yi, xue ni popping over to our aisle to get some fresh air and my pretty, patient senior jee min.i think working there for 3.5 months was just nice.if i stayed longer, i would have lost myself and my personality in the growing "file everest".i must admit that it's not easy to achieve a work-life balance. my life was so routined.wake-up, office, home after 12hrs at raffles place,dinner and shower, sleep. and the whole cycle repeats itself the next day.it's like the rhythm of my life. i left before i started feeling like i was being treated as a computation churning machine so at least i took away with me some really beautiful memories =)
well enough of that.
i wish that i could turn back time because my words always seem to come out wrong.maybe it's because of my limtied vocabulary or simply because my mouth decides shoot out chains of nonsense before my brain can filter out the junk.i'm sorry if i offended anyone but that was never my intention and contrary to popular belief, i am a peace loving person (whacking people, certain male individuals in particular, does not justify me to be otherwise).well no man is infallible and i guess making mistakes just proves that i dont come from some random planet in the galaxy.
it's 3plus now, the perfect time for me to continue rattling on because i'm at my whackiest.it's good to have a spoilt tag board so no one can comment on my insanity.
i cant believe it's been EIGHT months since the big As ended.i wanted to accomplish so many things, with learning how to cook at the top of my list. some other things i wanted to achieve were doing voluntary work and catching up with friends whom i've drifted away from.but sometimes we just take time for granted."so-and-so/this-and-that can wait lah.i've plenty of time."but the thing is, do we?the future is so uncertain.
and this is when i start thinking about the past although it's not healthy to live in our own history.but why should i put myself through the agony of worrying about things that i probabaly have no control over now.i believe in fate and with a stroke of luck, we can expect the impossible.sometimes what's most difficult is seeing the simplicity in certain matters.when we want something so desperately, we force and we might get it but after awhile we discover that it's not something that we really want.i always thought that i had to fight for everything that i wanted so i wouldnt have any regrets and i'll cherish the fruits of my labour even more.but my affinity with justin was kind of unexplainable.okay effort was put in for us to work but we started off with a simple study session because the rest of the class who went for lunch that day decided to throw away their books to catch a movie.destiny, blessing, call it anything you want to.but we cannot deny that there's a greater divine power at work.it is quite amazing how we only started talking at the end of 2 years when he lives 10mins away and 3-4 houses away from thomson plaza, the place i used to go to almost every day.so take things easy yea =) haha that was a weak attempt to convince myself that i should stop expecting too much.
uni is starting in about 2 weeks.how i dread it.the thought of a new school, the process of making new friends, facing exams and ever-ending assignments and getting used to living away from home is not as inviting as how some might picture it to be.but no!i have to psycho myself.UNIVERSITY WILL BE A BLAST!ALL THE WAYYYY!!!!
GRRRR!!!!
i miss my sister and my room seems too empty now.i miss all the squabbles, shopping and heart-to-heart talks.she's probabaly the only one who could dig me out from my shell.i hope she's doing fine in australia.
oh well in 2 weeks i'll probabaly be too busy to think so much.i realised that maybe staying busy is a way of protecting myself, that's why my sis thinks that i'm a cold-blooded and unfeeling creature.it's good to learn something new about yourself everyday!
but for now, i really just want to meet up with my friends before i move off to live at pulau ntu.it's so out of the way that it should be an island on its own.well the only island criteria that it cant fulfil is the fact that it doesnt have any water around it.
anyway i was thinking if we singaporeans can stop being so self conscious and stingy with compliments, would singapore be a better place to live in?i realised that people are always grateful when they receive sincere compliements about a haircut or new dress.and my day always starts right when someone wishes me good morning when i step into the office.it's really these small and seemingly insignificant things that makes a whole lot of difference.haha dont believe me?why dont you try it then =)
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
- 12:40 AM
4 more days before i officially bid pwc farewell.
and i'm neither excited nor upset.i guess working for so long has reverted me back to my stone and SGG self.haha i bet you'll never get what SGG stands for.
it's only monday.why are the weekends only on weekends...anyway justin i have it all planned out .i know where to go pig out on fri/sat/sun so pray that the weekends dont take forever to come.and although it's a little early, you have around 1.2 months to think of how to fedex yourself =p
ahhh why can't my hair just grow loooooooonger faster...QUICK QUICK QUICK!
Sunday, July 08, 2007
- 11:48 PM
I always wondered, maybe we'll all be happier if werent given any choices in life.it's like how ancient Chinese women were contented with their lowly lives, being discriminated against and having to slog their lives away for an unappreciative family.maybe not all were contented or else no one would have fought for our rights and we wouldnt be enjoying the fruits of their labour now-equality.What if one day your spouse gets HIV because of reasons other than infidelity, and somehow you get infected too.will you rant at him/her then cool down after that and say "i forgive you and i still want to be with you"?anyway you dont have any other options so why not just stick with him/her right?or would you just end your marriage in a divorce?
i know it sounds awfully weird for me to even be thinking of such a topic.well i watched fantastic4 with my sis last sat and i came out of the cinema with a swollen thumb so i got paranoid.i didnt know if i was pricked by some HIV needle in the cinema, which is actually quite impossible since i felt no pain at all.cross my fingers and hope i'm fine!i still want to get married =S
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
- 10:57 PM
FUCK
my interview today was crap.i've never felt so small after an interview before.
"looking at your all these(he was holding the uni application form with all my cca positions and write-up on my working experience and achievements), i was expecting you to be more seasoned."
"i think you probabaly wont get a place at smu.so why do you think you were not offered a place"
okay those werent his exact words but that what the prof meant.and he said all those nasty things right at the end of the interview.i know your school has a long history but BIG DEAL!and you treat your interviewees like fools.made us write our cv and not collect it in the end.even the guy at the front desk who was in charge of directing the students was clueless about it.finally after asking around, i handed in my cv to this lady who passed it on to someone else.i wont be surprised if i helped the environment today by providing a piece of rough paper for the administrator.save the trees!seriously just please go be a cow and eat grass.haha that was quite random.i must be under the influence of xinyu who is abstaining from beef now.
well yes i know the profs cannot be blamed for my incompetence but why do they have to be so blunt.yea welcome to reality where life is harsh and no longer a bed of roses.we just dont feel the love in the world like how we feel the recent heat waves.am i making sense?i think i'm just too traumatised.I'm going to sign up for some"Ace your interviews with XXX" (nopp not my sis who happens to have xxx as her initials). I think i need that and i found a fellow nutcase to accompany me.haha shun i hope you're reading this.
well i guess i'll just stick to what i have now.at least i have something to fall back on.
*optimism**optimism*
i shall focus on the good and not dwell on my unhappines =D
Sunday, May 06, 2007
- 3:39 PM
i heard over the news last night that a laundry shop in the US is being sued for 65million dollars because they lost a pair of pants.haha how ridiculous.