oh my haven't really blogged for quite a few days so yupp it's time to update all that happened in the past 5 days... speech day was on wed and i did my first ever pa event duty!haha the pa ppl i did duty with were super lame but fun...i even got to learn the cookie song from xiaozhi =) my class had make-up chem prac after that and i almost titrated all the solution in my burette but there was still no change in the conical flask...i was super irritated before i realised that i didn't add in one of the solutions...well it's quite typical of me right...anw went for dance after that...i really hate the nj stage...it's so so so freaking small, wonder how we're going to fit the syf dance on it...i think dancing on such a small stage will just spoil the dance?i'm sure everyone agrees with me right... thurs was spent slacking cause we had no pw...met up with kang and wanzhen for our march/april lunch...so happy to see them again and we got to talk quite abit =) oh and i just realised that i actually forgot that my physio was meant to be on that day...how smart of me right...*claps for myself* Played bball on friday during pe and i got a shot in!!!shocking right...Then I had make-up physics prac before going town with shun to get her pointe shoes and presents for ppl...i think we walked too much cause my calf muscle started to cramp while i was sleeping that night... xinyu came over to mug on sat although we spend most of the time talking...sigh after talking to her i think relationships are really troublesome...one can put in so much effort but that isn't even enough to keep it going on and when the relationship turns sour, it's just so hard to get over...all the heartaches and depression one has to go through is tremendous...although the other party might not have meant to hurt one so deeply but it's really inevitable and one might just never even find the strength to continue going on with one's normal life...not being able to concentrate in class etc, and eventually one's studies will be drastically affected...is it worth it?haha maybe i sound like i'm trying to console myself or something cause i had never been, am not in and will perhaps never be attached so everyone can just ignore my useless comments...but anw all i want to say is that we should all love oursleves more, pamper ourselves more so as to protect ourselves from being crushed emotionally by someone else...don't u all agree?"ger yes no yes no"...haha i suddenly miss mr gan's funny pronounciation and style of speech...st nicks sports day is on fri so hopefully i can see all my old friends on that day...yay! i miss all of u so much, can't wait to go back =) but in the meantime i better work hard for wed's econs test and thurs' maths test althought i think it's quite hopeless already...i suddenly feel like banging the wall...
