Finally i feel well enough to climb out of bed and blog...I'm just so disappointed with myself, the way i performed on sat.It was terrible and jian4 bu4 de2 ren2.Never in my whole life have i danced so badly...I did injustice to the dance, to nat, to potti and to sulaoshi who choreographed it.The title of the dance is "joy" and yet throughout the whole dance i couldn't even force a smile out.My nose was totally blocked and my whole body was burning but yet the fever refused to like "burst" out and everytime i moved a muscle i could feel my whole body ache...What a time to get sick lah! Everyone keeps telling me it's not my fault cause i was sick but being sick shouldn't be an excuse for my poor performance...sigh i dunno lah...i guess it was a miracle i didn't faint on stage or something...anw by the time i got home after nat's mum gave me a lift, my fever rose to 38.2...okay, i know it's not very high but it was high enough to rob away my ability to stand up and walk straight...sigh if only i'm given another opportunity to dance this dance again i will definitely not screw it up like how i did on sat.