Monday, October 24, 2005
- 9:12 PM
finally blogging after quite a long time...i think i'll blog even less often from now on...I submitted my form today to drop econs.although i really dislike econs, it took quite alot of guts to submit that freaking pink form. jiaying said i looked firm when i decided to hand the form in but well looks are deceiving...I was wavering whether i should take a shot and appeal, although chances are really really slim but i fought that idea off.now, i'm only left with 3 subj, means i can't afford to screw anything up next yr, means i have no 4th subj to stand-by if i really do screw up.there's alot of 'what-ifs' floating in my mind now...like what if i studied more for econs and not get an F or what if i had tuition for econs earlier in the yr or what if i did better for maths or other subjects and maybe i'll be on probation...i guess there's no room for regret now so i should just look forward and strive harder for next yr...this holiday shall be used to strengthen my foundation and to find my purpose for studying...i feel a sudden strong force pushing me forward! =)