Wednesday, January 03, 2007
- 12:19 AM
well all i've to say is that
I'M SUPER IRRITABLE TODAY!
went to visit my grandma today.while i was there, my aunt insisted that i have only 1 kind of face (expression).WTH.yea i admit that i stone alot but it's not all the time right! YAWN if u agree with me.haha i found this interesting fact online.it says that people will most probabaly yawn upon seeing that word.not very true for me though.anyway back to my point.she said i can never become an actress (since when did i want to?!?!?!?!i have never ever dreamt of being one.well unless one day i become underweight)and that i should go for some classes.then she went on to say how my sis and i are devoid of feelngs/uncompassionate etc.after that it was how the cousins are so un-bonded.well it cant be helped.u dont just throw the kids in a house and expect them to mix while the adults are talking and catching up.i used to be extremely anti-social.i would sit in a corner drawing circles with one hand and squares with the other (i cant really rmb if i did that.but i probabaly did), waiting to go home.terrible i must say.so when i had a choice,i stopped going over to my grandma's house.furthermore canto/hainanese used to an alienic form of communication, which explains why i was never really close to both my grandmas.sometimes i wonder if it's my fault.
b-r-a shopping was next on the list.and i seriously wasnt in the mood to shop for underwear when i was gonna be late for the gazillion-th time with my friends.anyway my mum said something that totally irked me.i was telling her i want one with more padding then she said "why you want so much padding.it's okay to be flat what.i'm flat too."thanks alot lah.it's not like i'm not already a proud owner of a smooth airport runway.RAAHHH!
claire and hammy suffered the aftereffects of my cranky-ness.sorry yea.but i guess my mood improved a little after awhile.hehe that's what friends are for right =D (just trying to make myself feel less guilty)
the last event of the day that made me cringe.i told my mum the story of my bus journey today from ps to cine.i told her that claire and i tried to cheat the bus uncle cause we were quite argh about the fact that we've to pay adult fare from now on.so we decided to cheat for once.just once.we paid coins and pretended that we didnt have our ez-link cards.claire boarded the bus first and got stopped by the bus uncle cause he wanted to see her pass.so obviously she answered sorry i didnt bring it.after that it was my turn,the uncle asked me the same question.i said "well i didnt bring my card or else why do u think i'm using coins."and i said that in quite a pissifying tone =X anyway i told my mum about our erm ONE dishonest act that cheated the bus company of let's say.10cents?biggest mistake EVER!.she started preaching to me how i was wrong and that one will lead to another and to another and she continued on repeating the same line umpteen times.i'm not 3!i even look 25 =(
i dont see how this year will be any better than the last,other than the fact that my life took a slight change.but people say what you believe in will eventually come true cause the mind is strong (well there are exceptions ya).therefore HAPPY new year peeps =D
