Tuesday, May 08, 2007
- 10:57 PM
FUCK
my interview today was crap.i've never felt so small after an interview before.
"looking at your all these(he was holding the uni application form with all my cca positions and write-up on my working experience and achievements), i was expecting you to be more seasoned."
"i think you probabaly wont get a place at smu.so why do you think you were not offered a place"
okay those werent his exact words but that what the prof meant.and he said all those nasty things right at the end of the interview.i know your school has a long history but BIG DEAL!and you treat your interviewees like fools.made us write our cv and not collect it in the end.even the guy at the front desk who was in charge of directing the students was clueless about it.finally after asking around, i handed in my cv to this lady who passed it on to someone else.i wont be surprised if i helped the environment today by providing a piece of rough paper for the administrator.save the trees!seriously just please go be a cow and eat grass.haha that was quite random.i must be under the influence of xinyu who is abstaining from beef now.
well yes i know the profs cannot be blamed for my incompetence but why do they have to be so blunt.yea welcome to reality where life is harsh and no longer a bed of roses.we just dont feel the love in the world like how we feel the recent heat waves.am i making sense?i think i'm just too traumatised.I'm going to sign up for some"Ace your interviews with XXX" (nopp not my sis who happens to have xxx as her initials). I think i need that and i found a fellow nutcase to accompany me.haha shun i hope you're reading this.
well i guess i'll just stick to what i have now.at least i have something to fall back on.
*optimism**optimism*
i shall focus on the good and not dwell on my unhappines =D
